I do not betray; I do not betray myself. I do not betray the things I think about. Many people think that you would challenge yourself for long and you would waver and many times say yes or not to eventually make up your mind. However, all people betray and then find a justification for it. When I betrayed Tahmineh, I was looking for a justification. I would sit for hours staring at the wall or the window, looking at the Pardis garden before me and I would imagine a world that my life with Tahmineh had not fulfilled. This was a world I was creating then to justify why I had gone to bed with someone else…………………
